I cried. I'm truly sad. My bestfriend is leaving me. It's seriously sad. I feel really empty without her. I miss her more than I miss my sayang. :( Maybe she's happier with her other friends, and she doesn't need me at all anymore. I'm just a pile of shit, this is inevitable, I'm of no use, and I can't bring happiness to anyone. Fuck me.
I have always taken her for granted. Now I have only myself to blame. She was there throughout the dark phase of my life. She was there for me almost all the time. Made me smile when I was sad and all, but I was being an asshole. I deserve this. Fuck me..